下面的那些圖片，隨手拍的。
黑白的色調，
有仿如隔世的感覺，
人馬座，
是雙面的。
我現在也覺得了。
不知從什麽時候開始，
很害怕，
害怕我太懂得自己，
也害怕我太不懂得自己。

我很討厭自己，
有理想，但沒有堅持。
有目標，儅沒有勇氣。

有時，我也很迷糊。

Living is easy with eyes closed, misunderstanding all you see.
It's getting hard to be someone but it all works out, it doesn't matter much to me.
Let me take you down, 'cause I'm going to Strawberry Fields.
Nothing is real and nothing to get hungabout. Strawberry Fields forever.

No one I think is in my tree, I mean it must be high or low.
That is you can't you know tune in but it's all right, that is I think it's not too bad.
Let me take you down, 'cause I'm going to Strawberry Fields.
Nothing is real and nothing to get hungabout. Strawberry Fields forever.

Always, no sometimes, think it's me, but you know I know when it's a dream.
I think I know I mean a 'Yes' but it's all wrong, that is I think I disagree.
Let me take you down, 'cause I'm going to Strawberry Fields.
Nothing is real and nothing to get hungabout.
Strawberry Fields forever. Strawberry Fields forever.

My marks result have be send me by e-mail yesterday.
How horriable day yesterday is. i just tell myself to carry on but no to give up.
But i ask my self, did i try my best to get a good mark even?
i am afried i can not answer myself question.
and i determind to change this situation, i have to do something that can make 
myself more attive than any other time, surely more work hard.
I was laudhting with me, what a cazy girl i am.
can that oversea school will accept me because i get those marks.
it's like that i am having a dream, but hard to make it become ture.
i am just a fool,.
cherry,
please cherr up, and work hard. the society do not need rubishes.
do not make youself become rubbishes which the world will leave it along.

今天晚上,很晚才回家,因为要去exchange的欢送PARTY.
很久没下PUB了,也许,这是我和KEIRISION最后一次下PUB
了吧.

她走了,谁来照顾我呢?

谁还会说:CHERRY, DON'T DO THAT.呢.

我舍不得这个姐姐.

今天心情很糟糕，可能是因为最近总是呕吐和腹泻的关系吧。
昨晚都没睡好，总是在吐，最后，吐得胃里什么东西也没有了，
于是就只好吐黄胆水。很苦，马上去刷牙，刷了3遍，可没多久
又吐了，他妈的白费心机。

今天早上起来又吐了，我说吐少点不行吗？就要这样折磨我。

于是，今天一天都没吃东西，我就看你怎么吐！

现在身高1米62，体重56公斤，他们说我胖，要我减到只有
100斤。我抗议，我说我减那么多会死人的！

我现在估计是不是他们下药了，让我上吐下泻的。
要是被我抓到饶不了你们！

我现在是不是病疯了，尽在说傻话。。。。。